my little life

Day 353

2006-03-22T11:34:00.000-05:00

Day 353 - adventures in the skies above

Day 287

2006-01-16T22:14:00.000-05:00

Day 287 - Monday, Its a public holiday here @ USA, so there's no work. Was suspose to go to Hongye place to do my chart, end up having a flu/headache, so I ate a panadol and went to sleep for an hr b4 going bathing to freshen up and going over. Guess what, ended up feeling really shitty and onli woke up @ 530pm, 3 hrs late. Seem too late to go over, so...Gave up dat idea. Started doing my chart, still feeling shitty. Asked myself Why the fuck am I here again.

It seems to me dat the trip back to Singapore has weaken my mental strength against as shit. But again, it might also be due to the fact that Steven is not back yet and the big empty hse kinda making me feel....Sick.

Just when i feel really shitty and sick...I realize 1 thing. I AM HUNGRY! Damn it, so adding to the shit, came more shit. Either drive 10-15 mins out to get food? Or COOK! Fucking Cook when ya feeling shitty, try dat! Luckily willy is there, if not I think I will be going nuts!

Well, I cooked and now have to feed myself....And pls forgive me for the colorless entry, it just kinda show my feeling todae. Hopefully tml will be more colorful and since its day 288!!! Its gona be lucky, with the double eight hahah :)

Day 284

2006-01-13T13:44:00.000-05:00

Day 284- Friday, Today's the First day of lesson, still kinda feeling sick/tired from the jet lag... Feeling horrible. Empty hse... And with the feeling of parting with my friends, family and dearest...I feel empty.

Whatever...Just wanta say something about the day @ the airport, since the blogger doesn't allow ppl to back date their blog anymore. WTF sia....As per 2 of my GF's friend. whahaha Felt really sad @ the day of the airport, just wished to stay by her. Really liked the picture we took @ the airport before we left. hahah She kinda look nice and has dat demure look of my WIFE! hehe

I know that she is feeling real sad, but again, I have to go in early. This is to ensure she will leave with her family early, as her dad seems to be in a hurry. Hate to part with you sweetie, really love ya.

Reached America with mixed feeling, but now I am feeling much better. Was faced with some sad news and now I really can feel how fragile life can be... Have to work hard, since i am already here... will continue to work super hard and burn with passion till the next setback hit me. hehe

Btw, tips to being Mrs Yang...is to be Wan qiu and spend less, eat more hawker food and lastly be able to accept the fact that i can also say 'No' @ times...:P thats all for now. Till again~

Day 280 - Last day in SG

2006-01-09T09:41:00.000-05:00

!!SPECIAL ENTRY!!

Day 280 - Last Day in Singapore, going back to America soon.

Feeling now: Mixed, happy to go back to my cozy little room, yet sad to leave my life. My love, family and friend, that I have to leave all behind.

My Love, the ONE i hate to leave most

I know I have to go back sooner or later, but i just wished it was not so soon. Know it been good to be here for 18 days, yet sad and angry that its just 18 days. Was feeling strong and happy about going back, as the sooner i go back, the faster i can get done with, and come back for good. Yet, she cried... she tore away my heart. I feel sad...I feel like crying. I felt that I had implicated her into something i should not have. I gave her sadness...gave her the chance to cry. I hate myself...i hate my life.

Perhaps I should had gave her up before, i should not have been so selfish. I hate myself...I hate my life. How I yearn to just be a student, study in a local Uni and be with my life. How I wish to have colored, funky hair like ah tan and Ruz...to the lesser extent...even karY. Hahah… thats a bit of fun in the midst of sadness... sorry Kary for always digging @ u. its just the need to talk to u guys... thanks for being such fine buddies. Love ya guys always.

In the short 18 days …I had lots of fun with my friends, Gf, family and I really wan to thank everyone for the wonderful time given to me. Regrettably, I am unable to meet up with everyone.

In my extended period of stay, I was able to attend my Gf's 21st bdae and thus had lots of fun. Happy Happy Birthday to my LOVE!! 21 yr old le...so cannot cry anymore le k? :P LOVE YA!! Want to thanks her friends, namely Weixin & BF (My idol and her super nice BF), Heidi (Pretty Slow Fren), Stella (Make Up Artist N much More), Ailin (Super helpful and nice Fren) and Yunwei (Another super Nice Fren), also many others dat i have not mentioned. Tks peeps!!. Thanks for helping out and making it the nicest Bdae party i have attend in MY LIFE! Also pls do help me take care of her for me. XIE XIE NI MEN!

Me & GF and Weixin & BF

Heidi, Me & GF, Yunwei, Ailin

Dear & Family Wif Me

OCS buddies with Mates

Thank you all peeps... for making my short stay in Singapore so enjoying. Really miss you guys...and Gals. Special Note to some friends..

Shawna: Sorry for not being able to meet u and get your present. Ya the sweetest pie in the world and Hug u tight!

Shuwei: Tks for the lovely present and Take Care!

Willy: Sorry for holding on to your present for 8 more mths... hahah wait for me my lifetime warrenty gaming buddy.

Jasper N Hock: Dun think you will see this, but sorry cant make out the time to meet. Well, just blame it on LAM's bad planning for now hahah.

B, Pea and Gang: Tks guys, had a enjoyable time playing dota, though we nv won and i am still waiting for B to reply me, also...Willy also nv reply. Bloody Hell! haha but Watever~

Ruz, Tan N KarY: Tks for everything, and always rdy for the next bowling match hahah train up lar...ah tan, how to 3 on 1 lidat... wahahha Tks karY for the special trip!

Jos: Nearly forgot abt this good friend haha sorry k? also have to hold your present for 8mths. 2nd batch of presents den together give. Dun be angry @ me!

Wilmond: haha u look so nice with your botak, u chao recruit! hahah Give me Twen-tY!

Lastly, to any of the 4Gs peeps, wait for me to come back... I WILL BE BACK! Sorry for any whom i missed out. Still love ya, just not as much lolx. :P

Day 194

2005-10-15T02:23:00.000-04:00

Day 194 - Last sunday, its Columbus day over @ USA, so i guess things are going to be cheap with the sales going on during holidaes. Drove over to Alabama, Foley factory outlet to shop. It's a wonderful place, with lots of shops dat are all selling stuff straight from the factory.

Prices are rock bottom cheap, but i shall not mention prices (prevention of ppl asking me to get stuff for them... haha things are cheap, but shipping is expensive). Went through shops like timberland, quicksilver, polo ralph, banana republic, GAP, Nike, Fossil etc.

Things from Fossil, timberland and quicksilver/roxy etc are damn expensive over @ singapore, but its dirt cheap here...bought Ru Ren's Bdae present there...super cheap fossil key watch. hahah, doubt he scan this blog. so its okie hahah its so cheap dat he wun wan me as a friend any more haha. Also bought a roxy top for deardear, pretty elegant and nice, so cheap rates too.

i remembered telling heidi abt the price...and she asked me " is it real roxy?" hahah even she doubted the authenticity of the roxy top. Promised to get her one if i go there again, coz she's my pretty slow friend. Got to get 1 for ah mei too.

i got myself a pair of quicksilver board pants. Pretty simple and cool looking, and the price tag was great...original price of 35usd...den discount twice to show a new price on an orange price tag (orange price tag means...there is a further 50% discount...on the mentioned price) and lastly there was a 10% discount on the total price, due to military discount. haha!

hehe dear dear's roxy top also have the orange price tag... "luuuuccckkkieee"... haha! After dat there was the GAP shop... power shop! Saw a rack with the sign saying.. "97cent shirt" Went through the rack and the shirts there were pretty decent, so i got myself 3 for rough wear. i kinda think dat if i were to wear them out, it would look pretty decent too. Good deal.

Shopped for serveral hours and felt damn Good, finally understood what the gers meant by "retail therapy" hahha its really super Good feeling to buy something dat u really want @ such super low prices.

After a long day of walking and shopping, drove home. had a happy and fulfiling day.

lastly...
i am the guy who bought a "easy to fly kite", but failed badly at flying it...with ah mei and dear dear... (easy to fly my foot) hahaha!

Day 183

2005-10-04T16:54:00.000-04:00

Day 183 - Woke up ard 4am... tossed and turn the nite b4... and couldn't sleep. Went to bed @ 9pm..but didn't fall asleep until it was like1030... Damn! was having a 545am brief in the morning ... bad thing to be unable to sleep..ZZz

Flew and came back @1100am... not a bad flight. wasn't perfect but it was good enough. Dats it...

end of phase2....

3 more phase and i am going to come back to singapore... dats like end of next yr... Oct 2006. Damn! so long...........

Kinda free now, so did up the blog a bit... and went to read some blogs too. Seems like the..."I am the XXXX who blah blah blah" thing is kinda popular hahaa. Here goes,

I am the boy who wanted to buy a red ferrari to fetch my great grandmom ard when i was 3...

The boy who refused to obey through the hard way, with plently of adults trying to force feed medication, when the bribe of toy cars was simply all it takes for me to obey.

The boy who knew how to make won ton soup at the age of 5.

The boy who wanted to do something for the disabled beggers @ 'Si Ma Lu'

The boy who went to hid his own slippers and his dad's at the beach resort, ending up forgetting which unit he left it at (cos' all the units look alike!) and got his leg bitten all over by red ants.

The boy who tot of a plan to steal 50 cents a day, (not too much to gain notice) from the coin container at the top of the fridge, to buy a doreamon chocolate dat comes with a toy.

The boy who was caught stealing... when his brother who wanted the toy too, spilled the beans.

The boy whom flew a plastic bag (kite) from his 7 storey HDB flat.

The boy who had a classmate for 8yrs since pri 3

The boy who used some marbles and erasers to win a whole kong guan biscuit tin of eraser and marbles each.

The boy who cooked his own meal at the age of 12

The boy who slapped a ger in class coz she was noisy (turned out the ger is a real babe now...damnED!)

The boy who tried so hard to get his dream girl, just to meet a dork.

The boy who got his first relationship only at the age of 17

The boy who had a fling with a friend coz he tried to make the world fair.

The boy who gave his all and chased a girl for 1 yr... just to be abused by excuses.

The boy whom tried his best and got cheated of a badge in army when he was told "the world is not fair, just like the length of your fingers"

The man who earned his first 10K and bought his own car.

The man who left everything behind to earn money at a land faraway... to save the family.

The man who is going to go back and drive his great grandmom ard... even though its not a red ferrari.

The man who likes to say "Not Free NAH"

The man who loves his sweetheart like the plant loves the sun.

The man who seeks forgiveness from his gf in these times of trouble.

The man who wants to thank his girl for posting this blog :P

Day 177

2005-09-28T09:49:00.000-04:00

Being a Carebear is tiring...

DAY 177 -

Typical Day of a Carebear goes: 6hr flight, 2hr brief, 6hrs flight plan/wait/study, 7hr sleep, 3hr of eat/shit/cook/clean/rest/breathe, 1hr of talking to gf, wait...my brain's not working.... 6+2+6....= 25hrs a day? oh god...haiz. Life packed like a sardine...dat's exported overseas.

Half a world away, limbei eh tong kor xiang eh zai??

Slowly being a jack of all trades, i have learnt to cook (reasonably well), cut my own hair and best of all... take over the role of my mom (cook, wash the dishes, wash clothes, fold clothes, buy grocery, clean up the raw food)

There, as i type, i look to my left and see a full basin of unwash dishes... on my right.. time reads 2310, and i just got home @ 2250 from a flight, and tml have to be @ SQN by 1200 rdy for a briefing and repeat the cycle again...

Felt like shit, knew it was dearie's lousiest day of the week...but i couldn't do anything, if only i could be there... enough of the shit though...

If anyone wondered how the carebear came abt??

Well, i was flying on a sunny afternoon, when the weather was good and clouds were under us...as we flew @ 15000 ft above the ground. Clouds look nice and puffy, almost as if they could be stepped on.. And there on my right, was this beautiful rainbow branching across the sky. Lovely. All i could think of was the scene from the carebear cartoon from childhood. So dat's how i felt like being a carebear. After i came down, i told one of my close american friend abt it... and we both laughed abt it... saying dat the whole carebear cartoon was drawn by a retired pilot... who thought he saw a bear in the clouds...lolx!

Lastly...tks to my dearest...who posted this blog.. in place of me. Love her always~

Day 131

2005-08-13T22:31:00.000-04:00

Day 131 - Saturday, Yeah...kinda more free and decided to mow the lawn for my blog hahaha overgrown with tall grass.... Updated some pictures and did up my chronicles.

Just finished my contact flights yesterdae and going to go back to lessons this coming monday, so sian hahah guess tml have to go study laio...Zzzz sunday is a working day too! hehe
More abt yesterdae...was way cool, did my own aerobatics...an alieron roll hahah its a 360 degree turn abt the side of the plane and its way COOL! i was like..."huh? Sire, u wan me to do an alieron roll myself?? i dun think i can do it man"....

But...haha it was much easiler than i tot it was....and i did it. Sweet baby!

Well thats all i have to offer for now i guess...miss ya guys!!!

Day 116

2005-07-30T23:43:00.000-04:00

Day 116 - Saturday, Yoz its my birthday hahaha and i got a fantastic Gf!!! and a bunch of great friends from SG! hehehe got a parcel full of presents....dats all i need to go on strong man!

hehe got to thanks...shuwei, my long time super net friend, Ruz and trini, (Neo & Trinity) My best buddy and his wife, hehehe sweet (hey how u noe i am Clark Kes hahaha superman in disguise?) also Heidi and shumin, my best Slowest friend hahaha tks for the ppt, love dat! and also not to 4get ah mei and wanqing! for the cute Naruto figurines...hehe

And of coz tks for my special dearest and her family! for everything and happy aniversary!!!! 1 yr le! and i still love u as much...or even more! sky's the limit for most, but not for me, so i guess love for u....has the universe as the limit! Love ya Muack!

Day 107

2005-07-21T22:02:00.000-04:00

Day 107 - Thursday, Today is thursday...i been unscheduled for flight since monday...been waiting for today. The day where i read my name on the schedule. Looking for 1LT K. Yang!! i am not 1LT Bum...i came here to fly, not laze ard....so pissed off...to sit ard for 3 days.

Hope i made full use of the 3 days for all my procedures. Not dat bad @ them, but its the basic airwork dat scares me...after all...i am a green horn @ flying and so much is expected of us. Taking off, landing, doing spins, level speed change and all the other big names, when just the simple flying straight and level is SO hard! damn the trim! ARgghhh Just so...unstable dat i decided to blog...instead of studying more and bursting my head.

Really love to blog everyday and keep my friends updated...but i guess its too busy and too lazy a person as me...to do dat. So sorry my friends out there!!! i miss u guys @ singapore!

Tml, is the 108 day dat i been in USA, Pensacola, FL! and 8 is my favourite number! lucky number and armed with dear's lucky kiss! i just wanta read more and get super prepared! and all out to impress, if not...to PASS haiz...lolx. LaterZ ppl.

Day 94

2005-07-08T23:51:00.000-04:00

Day 94 - Friday, Had meeting @ the flight line, was told dat Hurricane Dennis had upgraded to a CAT 4 hurricane...and might become worse. So we had to RUN!!! Was told dat the hurricane "Ivan" dat damaged pensacola last yr...(the damage was horrenous) was onli a CAT 3 and within the hurricane itself, it generated a total of 120 tornadoes inside....hell man!

Drove like 12 hours straight to Memphis, dats where i drove to last week...for my road trip!! sick shit....so sick of drivingdrove till i was so sleepy @ 1am in the morning. Now i am in the hotel room, typing this, feeling so lucky and happy dat i am still alive and not in a car accident or in the midst of the bloddy hurricane.

Wonder if my house will still be there when i go back...Zzz

Day 73

2005-06-17T23:58:00.000-04:00

Day 73 - Friday, Short day...Woke up, Went camp, Took Test, Got 100 :), Came back, Took junior to Driving Test, Had Friday Dinner @ Hooters, Went to Ben & Philip place, Chat, Came back, Sleep!!!

Day 68

2005-06-12T23:26:00.000-04:00

Day 68 - Sunday, Today is sunday man...suspose to be super stormy with all the flood alert etc, hurricane Arlene was suspose to come...but she had her period i guess hahaha 'caNT make it here' Well, was studying for weather lesson the next day, study till damn sian.

Jenny suddenly suggested to go to the beach and both me and jermZ agreed and was pretty excited...first time to the beach of america...and the beaches are always rumoured to be super nice...today i shall see it for myself! hahah We also decided to bring the dog along and let her have some fun...haha but turn out to be a baggage instead...Zzzz..

Went to the perdido beach! wooT white sand and super nice skies above the nice nice sea... Heard from dear dat this beach is not bad 1...one of the nicest beach in florida...or was it in america..haha watever...super relaxing to be there.

Went into the water and DAMN! the WAVES! they are HUGE!!!! hahaha was standing in water abt...knee deep? the next moment...i was covered totally by the wave...TMDZ the wave were taller den me! hahah

Suddenly i remembered dear dear...the time we spent in sentosa...seeing those stoppid malay kids...trying to ride the waves on thier board...come on! those waves are ants compared to the waves here! hahah kinda miss dear dear...and wished she was here to chase waves with me...the WAVE Chaser! haha

Had lots of fun...clever me had my sun tan lotion on before i went into the sea...stoppid jermaine...die die dun wan put hahaha now his a freak! hahah sunburn and skin on the face peeling off..haha FREAK! hahah was disturbing him...ask him put 3-4 hrs of sun tan lotion, he complain oily...now he has to @ least put 3-4 days of moisturizer hahha :P

Picked my first seashell from america...going to pick 1 from everybeach i go! heheh

Day 67

2005-06-11T21:42:00.000-04:00

Day 67 - Saturday, Lousy day..with lousy weather. Wanted orginally to bring the new guys to Alabama to see cars and over to the factory outlet to shop and see see, but it rained like hell and it was not advisable to leave the house, so we stayed in the house the whole day...

~ END of STORY ~

Day 62

2005-06-06T16:02:00.000-04:00

Day 62 - Monday, First day of reporting @ VT-4. Lesson start next monday, so we just need to check in and study on our own for an hr for the whole week ahahah shiok...zhou BO!!

After dat we went to the gym and had some workout, before we played basketball ahahha played till super crazy and we each end up doing ard 100-200 push up...darn..tml sure hand ache. But sure had fun.... :)

Day 61

2005-06-05T23:51:00.000-04:00

Day 61 - Sunday, Today is fishing day hahaha was suspose to go buy fishing stuff, but hongye (junior dats coming next week) came online and had to settle stuff with him. Spoke with him quite some time and all the while.

i felt veri happy. Dunno wat the day or event, but suddenly so many ppl were talking to me and among there are like ppl i like to chat with most, serene muiZ, grace, Ruz, karY and my little bro. hehe so happy. if onli dear was there to chat with me too :(

Went out fishing, had not fished for even 1/2 hr and we were stopped by a wildlife preserve boat. And best...we found out dat to fish, we need a liencse...and to learn dat...we had to get a fine each. TMDZ!!! the fine is like 62 USD each lor...wah kao...and luckily we did not keep any of the fish...as each fish cost 500 USD!!!!! wah kao!!! Still had fun even with the fine...tried to enjoy as much hahah even got to steer the power boat hahaha fUN!

Day 59

2005-06-03T20:48:00.000-04:00

Day 59 - Friday, Graduation day. I had got my certificate for my first phase dat i had collected heh kinda happy. Next monday will be going to VT-4, the new sqn dat we are attached to. Feeling happy and excited, played dota with willy. Wooh, morphing in strength mode is way cool and OWNAGE!!! hahha

Day 58

2005-06-02T22:05:00.000-04:00

Day 58 - Thursday, Susposed to be para-sailing todae, but towards the end of the event, when it was almost my turn. The weather turn bad with thunderstorm approaching, damn man...didn't get a chance to play. Was still kinda looking forward to it.

Went home early, coz today dear is going to taiwan and i am suspose to meet her and chat b4 she leave..hehe will miss her wor... Got home, but didn't talk to her, but instead, chose to tok to the guys and sort things out...glad we did and we solved many misunderstanding and set lots of rules for future problems.

Hope we will be okie in the future. But really felt alot better...hope dear understand dat it was way more impt den chatting with her b4 she left.

Day 57

2005-06-01T15:41:00.000-04:00

Day 57 - Wednesday, its dunker day todae! hahaha sat in a container similar to dat of a helicopter body and it was suspose to allow us to have a feel of how it feels when the helicopter we are in, hits the water and start sinking. We were taugh wat to do and soon we were dunked into water...and it wasn't dat hard hahah plus the last try was done with black goggles, to stimulate heli crash @ nite.

Also had to swim out in the swimming pool and trap water while trying to manually inflat the life preserver. Dat was to stimulate dat the CO2 inflation of the preserver had failed and we had crashed our jet...was kinda fun the whole dae.

Day 55

2005-05-30T20:40:00.000-04:00

Day 55 - Monday Blues, Today is holidae over @ america and i am slacking home! hahaha suspose to go fishing yesterdae, but the weather was like shit, storm alert...tmdZ. Was feeling kinda bored, so tried to make baked rice! hahah swenson style! hahah turned out not too bad, was kinda nice. hahaha Asked jeni how hot i should put the oven to and she replied, 'what does the box say? just put accordingly' hahaha i was thinking...hmm there's no box, nor recipe hahah its self-made! hahah anyhow anyhow, but turned out not too bad. ATE it ALL! hahaha shiok!

Wasn't feeling too hardworking to blog for the whole week, so basically this is wat happened in a nutshell~

Last Monday, had land survial training over @ NAS, nothing much, since i went through the real thing over @ brunei b4.

Tueday, had aerospace physiology lesson today. It was super boring as we had done it when we were over @ singapore. Still have to do...sian. The next day, still got test. Hey man, we took the test back @ SG too....Zzz

Wednesday, took a ride on the 'chamber', where they increased pressure to dat similar of 35,000 AGL. There was a decrease in oxygen level @ such a altitude, dats why when we removed our oxygen mask, we started doing stoppid things. hahha did dat too in singapore, but was still fun. After dat, was a ride on the 'turn and puke', was a machine dat spin you ard, allowing you to find out how bad your sense are in telling you where u are going in flight. Thus, nv trust your sense, always trust your instrument in flight!! Also had the test, passed it.

Thursday, had lessons on survial equipment and fired some flares and smoke flare, those used to make yourself prominent when ya lost in sea. Also jumped into the sea and tried out the life rafts dat we are offered in our air craft when we bail out. Quite fun, not too bad.

Friday, main theme was safety standdown for the day. Went over to the chapel!! its called the 1982 chapel! good yr they say hahaha 1 good man was born dat day! and its his blog ya reading hahaha Wasted 2hrs listening to crap before going home and thrash it out in dota with willy. Damn i always lag out...haiz..sorry sia. Friday dinner was @ a filipino eatery, not too bad and had a fun time over there, after dat came home and spoke to dear dear. Miss her so much....

Saturday, Rot the whole day @ home. Jeni made dinner for us and it was Good!! hahah western style made from a box! hehe watched 'sum of all fear' over dinner, which i think was a veri nice show with a good plot.

Sunday, Rot again, coz cant go out fishing. DAMN, always lidat. When i wan to go fishing, there will be cold front, storms etc...haiz. Went over to the squadron and read up on the T-6, which i will be flying after my ground sch. Had dinner over @ steven place...nice dinner they prepared. Really appreciated the dinner. Today is E day! 30th of may, me and dear were together for 10mths laio...so fast...haha it was like i just met her over @ sentosa a few weeks ago!! hehe

Day 47

2005-05-22T23:28:00.000-04:00

Day 47 - Sunday, was having slight fever, cough and flu! haiz...all shitty feeling. Stay home most of the time, cept going to wal mart to grab more food. Played dota most of the time with willy and boon. Also watched anime, Ghost in the Shell, Stand Alone Complex!! nice and pretty sleak anime, with good moves and plot. (plot onli applies to certain epi)

Went to walmart with steven and got some food for dinner cooking. Also bought my DVD, wooh they are cheap here man...usd per DVD is onli 55 cents...singapore cost like almost 1.30 SGD per dvd, cheapest. Having lots of anime, i had to burn into dvd, coz my hard disk was left with like...13% :( they wun even allow me to defrag!!! say not enough space!

Dinner was good, had char siew! hahah power! and boiled duck with salted vegi soup!! wah nice sia! hahah all tks to steven and his gf, who did all the cooking. Oh ya...drove pass the hit and run scene again....the armourdillo...was flat liao...Zzzz

Day 45

2005-05-20T23:54:00.000-04:00

Day 45 - Friday, Last test today...den will be 2 weeks of non-study period ( we call it the disneyland period hahah shiok) The test wasn't dat hard...and kinda can go up and ask answers, opps i meant to say question wahahhaha...well everyone was doing it, so why lose out, so i went in front and clarify two answers too hahaha, guess wat, i got a 98. Guess i did not bad for this API phase, the next phase (primary phase) consist of flying and navigation in the air, so i really wish i can do well for it too, have to try my best and live with no regrets.

Came back and played dota with willy! and boon hahah finally my two weeks of relax period started, and willy got 2 weeks of off! hell yeah! hahah shiok, play dota till we went over to the friday dinner. Not a bad place dat serve cheena food. But kinda lost the taste for food already, eating for the sake of eating...just to stay alive and not having to live with the feeling of hunger...

Special Event of FEAR
On our way back, jermaine was driving and i was @ the rear passenger seat. It was kinda a long way home and we took ard 30 mins of driving (kinda lost track of time during the trip)
We were almost home, when seah woke up and was talking to jermaine. I was quite sleepy, but trying to be awake incase something happen to jermaine etc. Was just dozing off when suddenly the two of them were veri agitated and were passing remarks dat greatly worried me. Before i realized anything, the car hit something and were like over a hump.... Shots of fear came through, the feeling of running over someone just ran through, THE FEAR!!....

After that, den found out dat we had hit an animal, the armourdillo (not sure of its real spelling). Reached home and went to sleep....feelin like shit.

Day 44

2005-05-19T18:16:00.000-04:00

Day 44 - Thursday, Had CPR lesson and test again....for the 4th time of my life. I guess i can even get a corpse back to life...doh. Just kidding (touch wood) he he Well...today study for tml's last test...so study... relax...study relax again.. Just dat a old story struck my mind as i tot through things today. Story goes...

There was once a rumor about a place where there lived a tribe of blind ppl. They were said to be living in a valley sealed off from the outside world. There was this guy named AH (asshole for short), he was trying to be a real AH and wanted to find the tribe so he could be king, as the saying always go, "in the land of the blind, the one-eye man is king" So he traveled ard the world to find this hidden tribe.

One day, while he was climbing one of the mountain tops, he slipped and fell into the super steep side of the valley. Into the other side of the mountain where it was so steep, no man had ever ventured in before... (ya he fell into not just a valley, he also fell into a coma lolx)

Days went by, before he recovered and realized he was in a place unfamiliar to him. He looked around and to his surpise; he was in this straw hut. He walked out of the hut and found dat he was in the land of the blind, where everyone else had eyes they couldn't use. He tot, "Ah ha, my time to rule! i can order those blind ppl and become their new king", so he shouted for the tribe leader and was being all bastard about it.

He told the whole tribe to kneel before him and yield to him, as he could see and was far more superior to them. To his dismay, the leader ignored him and even struck him down with his walking stick. Angry as he was, he tried to seek revenge and threw stones @ the elder, but with swift movements, the elder was able to avoid his barrage of stones. (Little to his knowledge, dat the tribe had lived so many years without the gift of sight, dat they had evolved to use their other sense to compensate for the lost of sight, and was far more profound in the usage of their hearing and smelling capabilities... They could almost 'see' whatever he was doing, wherever he was going...

With only acts of hostility coming from him, the hospitality of the tribe dwindled and started to chase him out of the tribe. Still thinking of his superior abilities he tried to hide among the tribe and dodged around them. Running ard, he tripped and fell, not once, twice, but so many times before he finally realized dat the tribe was actually laughing @ him, as if he was the blind man amidst the healthy, being the joke of the day.

Annoyed, tired and disillusioned, he finally made up his mind and left to where he came from and was nv ever seen again…

Moral of the story is, even if ya the smartest person in the world, if ya living with idiots , you will onli appear to be idiot to them as idiots of the world unite! lolx

Day 43

2005-05-18T17:43:00.000-04:00

Day 43 - Wednesday, Today is a totally boring day, go to lesson and bloody wasted my time. After lesson, drove over to the army shop to get zippers for my boot, but they didn't have it! wooh...waste time waste fuel.

On the way back, went on a wrong path (Becoz they wanted to avoid the bus) and decided to try a new path to reach home. So using the memories dat i had when i first got the car (the memories of me losing my way dat time hahah) I took a turn and went into one of the small roads. it was a two lane road and the car infront of me suddenly stopped by the road side, when the opposite side having an impending car..., so i decided dat its gonna make my path through veri narrow and proceeded to slow down.

When i was just about to pass in-between the cars, the car which stopped, turn left out (she was trying to do a reverse parking into her hse) TMDZ it was just patches of grass there lor...there wasn't even a drive way there. Nearly hit into my car. Luckily i had cleared the left impending car and quickly did a left maneuver to avoid dat idiotic car...and prevented an accident.

Drive safetly? and get hit...TMDZ

Day 42

2005-05-17T17:39:00.000-04:00

Day 42 - Tueday! Woke up slightly earlier as usual and ran through the thoery parts of the exam and was off to work...Sad. Still feeling uneasy over it, need to confirm some details with the teacher later...if not i will DIE~

Reached there and before the exam, we went to consult the teacher and finally knew why i went wrong the whole nite! tmdZ...used the wrong set of values. Hell YEAH! now i get solve the question already heh.

Got a 98 for the test and...dats all i can wish for i guess hehe cant be too greedy :P

Day 41

2005-05-16T22:34:00.000-04:00

Day 41 - Monday, Tml is the impending day of horror! the test date for Air Nav..and i cant seem to get the question correct. Super sian when u work the sums for 50 mins...and u get some answer dats far off...and its all be coz your plotting of map sucks! tmdZ!!! got so pissed off, dat i gave up and cooked dinner and rest early for best performance tml....ZZz

Hope all go well, wasn't as 100% prepared as the rest of the test...maybe onli 85% ready? hopefully its enough to pass. After all, i got dear dear's luck hehe

Day 40

2005-05-15T10:29:00.000-04:00

Day 40 - Sunday, Woke up early and study abit...then went outside to check out my car, see if the tyre is really fixed. It was looking all alrite and i decided to wash my car! Dun even buy a black car next time...looks really cool and nice, but.... its veri obvious when dirty and it gets dirty veri easily!! (more noticeable lor...)

Sprayed the wonder tires chemical again to make my tires look brand new hahaha super duber cool stuff sia.

Day 39

2005-05-14T17:24:00.000-04:00

Day 39 - Saturday, Yesterdae's dinner was great and had a really good time relaxing and joking ard with the rest of the guys, but i guess its friday the 13th bad luck afterall, got a flat tyre when i woke up todae. Zzzz... Spent like half a day trying to fix the tyre. Waste my money
:(

Totally wasted my time for studying man...and its suspose to be one of the hardest test ard...lots of math and careless mistake to kill. Got a bad feeling abt this...

Day 38

2005-05-13T15:22:00.000-04:00

Day 38 - Friday, Friday the 13th... Today is the engine test, didn't know it was friday the 13th till i filled in the date on the exam paper...freaking unlucky sia. Tot...wah siao liao... lucky got dear dear's luck, so not so afraid hahaha and even better...the test booklet i got was Test Booklet #08!! hahaha 8 means lucky heh.... Oh ya, and like normal..i woke up @ 0430 again...and continued to study for my test...

The paper was not veri hard, but there was 6-7 questions dat i wasn't sure abt and i went through again and again. Checked and like did the whole paper again twice (did the paper 3 times in total) In the end, i narrowed down the answers and satisfy myself to accept the answer. Also clarified my doubt with the teacher and after finally checking through the last time (third time) den i left the room, i was like the onli few guys left. but i didn't wan to be complacent and leave early...nv take extra time for granted. Dats wat i tot! hehe

Hmmm Got 100 marks for the test though hehe, distinguished student finally hehe paid off for not talking to dear much yesterdae. Felt so guilty if i still got lousy marks. Well at least i didn't do wrong to sacrificing some dear dear's time. hehe

Next tueday still got test...so todae rest abit and i guess have to study study study again liao.

Day 37

2005-05-12T23:30:00.000-04:00

Day 37 - Thursday, Today had dental cleaning in the morning and the dentist actaully said dat my watch was nice, she said the watch look good on me. Its the watch dat i had just bought in america, the fossil couple watch.

Made me had to urge to mail the watch back to dear dear, so she can wear it and look nice with it. hehe also had lots of rubbish flight gear dat i think i need to send back hehe. suddenly miss dear alot :P

Had to study for engine test tml and was deciding to eat maggie mee again, just like yesterdae. But jennifier was veri nice and decided to cook for us instead, as she didn't had to fly tml and saw dat we were studying hard for the test. She cooked taco dat i think taste veri nice, especially the chicken. And the yellow rice taste like 7-11 mircowave food, had dat unreal food kinda taste, but still its veri nice and reminded me of home again hehe.

Spoke to dear and study till nite time....tired...kinda tired...till i just wanta live in my dreams...

Day 36

2005-05-11T21:18:00.000-04:00

Day 36 - Wednesday, Nothing much abt today too, just plain studying again. Well cept the swimming test dat we had today, had to swim 1 mile (1.6km) in flight suit...passing time was 80 mins hahaha spent like an hr in dat bloody pool, till almost everyone left the pool and there i was still swimming my 34th lap...(suspose to swim 36 laps to make a mile) Not veri tiring, but really damn bored and i was plain slow...so took much longer to end the bloody shit, but still i passed and passed the overall swimming test.! yeah! no more swimming hahaha

Day 34

2005-05-09T14:07:00.000-04:00

Day 34 - Monday, Woooh...its Aero 2 test, and i had like woke up super early? 0430 hrs in the morning...with the crickets being the onli thing making noise. I pulled myself up and read through the review 1 last time and sat there, in front of this lap top to do the gouges..."hopefully this will pay off", i was thinking @ dat pt of time. Armed with Dear Dear's luck and the knowledge i gained the last week, i approached the battle scene...

Wah kao...super tired sia...drove in a zig zag manner and was like Woooh! still can go faster not? whahaha but kept to the limits and was a good boi, just plain tired and still mental studying while driving.

Went through the test, not feeling too good. Too many questions dat i wasn't sure and had to use my common sense to answer....not a veri good way to tackle questions. Worse was...one of the question acutally stunned me, i tot it was not impt and didn't bothered....missed dat question totally...now i got 3 choices...33.3%...pure luck question. And.....TMDZ..lidat i also can get rite...hahahha anyhow pick an answer, also tio...dats why i say. nv leave home without dear dear's luck hehe got a 96 for this test and hope to get a 98 for the next one...coz its like 92, 94 and now 96! hahah i wanta get 100 and be the distinguished student! hehe

Well now have to continue studying for engine first...coz its gonna be veri hectic later part of the week....they starting navigation soon...heard its a killer!hahah cya guys...really miss ya all.

Day 33

2005-05-08T22:29:00.000-04:00

Day 33 - Sunday, Wooh...sunday and saturday makes no difference, if you are just gonna study through them, boring sia! study and study, had to read over all the chapters 3 times!!! Three fucking times, coz i dun understand a shit wat he taught, but after dat, managed to make sense, and with the review...i started to do gouge and felt more prepared....

Spoke to dear dear and also spoke to her ah ma, hahaha had a lot of fun and felt happy. Hope dear felt happy too.

Day 31

2005-05-06T22:24:00.000-04:00

Day 31 - Friday, today most of the guys were out for cross country flying, means they wun be in town to eat with us, so we invited the rest of the guys, namely...philip, steven and his gf. We started cooking real early, made some curry for the dinner, some meat and vegi to go along too.

Had a pretty nice time together and spoke with steven for awhile, certainly hope he's gonna stay in pensacola....and wun be sent back....haiz. sad things of life.

Well also studied quite alot for engine, coz i know sat and sun i confirm will have to rush on my aero2 exam, bloody hell...dat guy teach so fast dat i catch no ball @ all...so had to read through again to understand lor...no choice..have to be a bit more hardworkin...

Day 30

2005-05-05T16:42:00.000-04:00

Day 30 - Thursday, Wooho...today is the weather test. Not much clouds todae...so the test was real hard.

We were susposed to be out there...identifing clouds...as part of the test, but well...too much weather events ard...there was like a hurricane on our immediate east, a tornado on our south-west and even a tsunami coming from the north! wooho...wat a big bucket of bullshit hahah hope ya all didn't fall for dat...well certainly i didn't. hahah stoppid senior lying about going out to see clouds...hahh i ain't dat dumb lolx

Studied hard last nite and kinda paid off todae, still alot of question i wasn't sure enough but those i was sure...i was DEAD sure. haha confident eh? hehe certainly yes...the rest...used my common sense and the general knowledge to narrow down and minimise the damage...so in the end i got 3 wrong and a 94 for my test heheh. Gotta work hard and aim for 100 on the next! i must :) Tks to dear's given luck on those dat i used the dice method hahaha.

Also bought a couple watch from fossil...looks kinda nice...hahah sure are now and the foto are up on my blog, its quite cheap...compared to singapore... quite happy hahah :)

Day 28

2005-05-03T19:08:00.000-04:00

Day 28 - Tueday, Had to study for thursday test, but still had to blog hahah just waiting for gf to come online, so blog blog for wat i missed out the last few days. Had swim today also...tired now. Tread water with full gear...glove, boots, flight suit, SV2 (a heavy suit for putting things, like pouch) and lastly the helmet....damn heavy sia.. so tired...dun wanta talk liao.

Thinking of getting a camera here, so i can take pic of my car and hse...to show all for them to envy hahah...the hse damn power lor...nv had blieff dat i will stay in this kind of hse...wooh! haha

Day 27

2005-05-02T22:26:00.000-04:00

Day 27 - Monday, Got Aero test today, woke up early to study and after the test still got swimming...super tiring...swam in flight suit and tread water with flight suit and boots/gloves. Siao sia...but my test i managed to pass it...passing mark is 80 marks..i got 92 hahah considered below average? dats wat a 'ang mo' told me..before telling me his mark was 92. lolx...super kia su sia....buay tahan...hahaha Well still can do better, but can pass can liao hahah tried my best...hehe i think. abit lazy....dats all. i am sure i can improve hehe back to revising for tml's lesson. Collected rest of the stuff from the senior, coz they left this morning.

Oh ya, and i exchanged the bed sheet i bought 2 weeks ago..from walmart today. Used the bed sheets for 2 nite and the comforter for 2 weeks and yet i still got my cash back and changed for another set...of the correct size..hahah thier return policy is damn power sia. hahah where got like singapore...hmm and also whipped up dinner in 15 mins, dinner all ready, but the rice still not yet cooked. haha dats how fast we cooked haha Not dat bad food okie? got steamed vegi, fried eggs and fried salmon hahaha so still good...and honey dew with whip cream after dat...shiok rite? heheh

Day 26

2005-05-01T22:58:00.000-04:00

Day 26 - Sunday, super busy...nv study much yesterday and had to rush rush rush now...just plain studying for monday's day...so nothing much... Serious!

Day 25

2005-04-30T23:21:00.000-04:00

Day 25 - Saturday... just took some stuff from my seniors and now my rooms look even more cosy hahah

Met Dear on the skype @ ard 8pm, she went over to my hse (in singapore) and paid my mom a visit. She brought her laptop and web cam there, so dat i can see my mom and chat with her. so sweet of her rite? Mom was kinda happy to see me and my bros was there also. i felt veri happy and i think they were veri happy too. heheh Dear went there to get my mom her favourtie food, as a mother present for me soooo sweet

Day 24

2005-04-29T23:43:00.000-04:00

Day 24 - Friday, Had dinner at Crab, quite a nice place...its over at pensacola beach thats kinda far away...how far...i not sure now to gauge...too lazy to see the mileage too...but i just know it took me 1/4 tank to go and come back...on my V6 3.8 litre engine...wooh! hahaha just love to brag abt my car sia...go where find a 3.8 litre engine in singapore....hahah opps.. back to the dinner.

Was suspose to drive there...while following my friend's car...so just tailgate and find the place. Was super tired, due to the flight suit swim in the morning...low concentration. My friend was like breaking way too often, so i followed behind a distance...dats when i was overtaken. Bad choice...i dunno how to go to the dinning place, best is i dun even know where we are going to eat at...Zzz. A police car on the left distracted me (right hand drive over at USA) and next thing i noe...my friend car was gone!

where...where.... shit sia...nv felt so helpless before...coz i not even sure of the way back...i am lost in pensacola, florida...USA!Help! hahah...kept my cool and went infront to find a spot to u-turn and narrow down the places that he could have made a right turn and searched ard the area...finally managed to find them and woooH hahah end of adventure...at least for now. hehe

After Dinner, went over the flounders bar @ pensacola beach, wooh...clear water and white sandy beach. Had a wet biniki contest dat nite...was thinking, nothing much, not like i have not seen ang mo's in bikini, well...this was wat happened, was playing volleyball halfway, when sudden, saw this ger starting to take off her top and then her bra, i was like... wat the hell is happening here... Well it continued and the whole nite was like topless gers dancing erotically. Woooh wat a way to Cool down... hahah Didn't drink @ all since i still have to drive back, got home ard 4am and slept all the way till 1pm the next day ahahha

Day 23

2005-04-28T19:21:00.000-04:00

Day 23 - Thursday, same old study study day, kinda sick of it...but still studying and understanding it makes me feel so good. hehe really hope to score well, but still darn lazy to get my butt to the table and study. hehe so ended up watching tv hehe watched awhile...2 hrs plus hahah now i am blogging and talking to my gf...when am i gonna study. Oh man.

Something i realised today...the speed limit here are like 45miles/hr for normal and 55miles /hr for slightly longer stretch of road...both still under normal roads. They are like 70km/hr and 90km/hr respectively...they seem kinda normal speed here and normally i go up to 60miles/hr without knowing...kinda fast speed eh? cant wait till going inter-state...where i heard the speed limit is like 70 miles/hr....minimum speed...hehe i would say...think ppl go ard 100miles/hr normally. u convert and you will know...if its fast or slow..hope i stay good boy and stay safe :)

Day 22

2005-04-27T17:29:00.000-04:00

Day 22 - Wednesday, Today was just more on studying and was like awake super early in the morning to study, ard 630. Classes dun start until 10, damn...why am i up so early today, well had to study before the class and had not been doing that last nite...zzz feeling super tired now, but have to study for tml's lesson. Always study ahead and revise today's lesson. work load gonna be even more heavier, as swimming gonna start on friday.

i dread swimming....i hope i can pass it....Zzz cant spend too much time on blogging.

Day 21

2005-04-26T21:22:00.000-04:00

Day 21 - Tueday, had been here for 3 weeks already and i went to commissonary today with jermaine, we went around lookin for items like housewives and were just going for the cheapest stuff...one good thing about US, is the unit price thing, like there is a price for per pounce or oz of things dat we bought, so we just look at dat price and hahah we got the cheapest hehe not sure if supermarket in singapore have it too, coz i haven been to the supermarket much too.

Had quite some fun and whipped up a super delicous dinner hahah gonna be super good cooks when we go back to singapore sia. Dinner include cheesed potato, deep fried beef with bread crumbs and fried vegi with oyster sause ahahh sound nice, but dun really taste super good, but it think its not veri bad and had really a wonderful dinner. hehe

Day 20

2005-04-25T18:18:00.000-04:00

Day 20 - Monday, first day of lesson, read ahead in the morning before going to class and had to review wat he tot today and also and to read ahead of wat he was gonna teach tml, nothing much, mostly on physics dat i had learnt in my secondary sch days so its not dat bad after all, but i guess i wun be blogging much from now on...zzzz dun miss me guys. hehe will update asap.

Day 19

2005-04-24T22:17:00.000-04:00

Day 19 - Sunday, Fishing day. Woke up early today and prepared some sandwiches to bring over for fishing, went over the steven place and waited for them to get ready. Soon we were all ready for fishing, went over the the rental for fishing boats, but were dissappointed as there was a cold front on and the wind were too big for small boats to be out. Small craft alert, i think dats wat they call it. So we got no choice but to keep changing places to fish until we found a nice place to fish. The whole day we caught ard 20 over fishes, but only one of them was caught by me...sucks rite? haha but it was still fun.

Frezzing cold...was onli 18 degrees with strong wind...really cold sia....but really had fun..would love to go fishing again hehe.

Day 18

2005-04-23T18:08:00.000-04:00

Day 18 - Saturday, Woke up real late today and after brushing up and eating breakie - lunch, i went over to Wal-mart and bought myself a web cam and new mouse! yeah hahah got web cam for dearie to see me liao...she must be super happy to know dat i bought a webcam heh. also bought myself a container for putting all my dirty laundry hehe so my room will look neater. Nothing much today cept play game and pass time...hope tml's fishing will be fun hehe

Day 17

2005-04-22T23:03:00.000-04:00

Day 17 - Friday, today friday dinner was at fletch's place. We had bbq and had lots of fun playing together. Dat include getting each other wet with coke, beer etc. hahah After dinner, we went back to wash up and returned for a second round of fun. Played card, black jack and in-between hahaha was real fun.

Kinda veri happy as this is the first time i gambled with money and still won alot, we played ard 50 cents per game and i had winning amounting to ard 15 dollars and best its in USD! haha

Day 16

2005-04-21T22:22:00.000-04:00

Day 16 - Thursday! Wooh today is De day! i got my room to look more like a room for studying hehe. Senior sold me his stuff and i got some stuff dat he didn't need already. After all he's going back....need those things for waT!

hehe i wanta go home too, but the adverture just started and life gonna rock! study hard and all the way to my upgrade of Study AwarD! i must do it! heh just play less game :P

Today we also cooked a proper meal during dinner time, had eggs, vegi and a pot of chicken soup, not bad heheh but...haha not as good as mommy's food. hahah and also my gf's ah ma and mom's food...i miss those food already. sick sia..i been here onli for less den 3 weeks! Weakling! hehe Nothing much today, cept my mouse died on me and i have to stop all my gaming activities...no mouse...means cant do anything Zzz. Oh ya! i bought my queen size bed cover sheet and comforter hahah shiok sia! cant wait for dear to join me over here, it will be like a little life of our own. Own living space, own car! anywhere wanta go also can just Zoom zOOm and Go haha shiok! Haiz and here i am trying to reach to the right for my mouse to send this post...sick man....no mouse!

Day 15

2005-04-20T22:50:00.000-04:00

Day 15 - Wednesday, had forgetten all about blogging my new hse yesterdae, so today i shall talk abit on it.

The new hse is a stand alone hse, with a front porch, a garage, a back yard, 4 rooms and 2 baths. Wahahah, super cool hse rite? haha my room not dat big though, but i guess its enough. And yesterdae we transported my bed on the top of my car, with my 2 friend holding onto it through the windows, making sure it dun fly away as i drove it from my senior place to our place. hahah u cant imagine ppl doing dat in singapore rite? but we did it hahaha. Not a bad place, at least the rent is cheap, 200 USD per month and its my own room after all...can study, sleep and even watch tv, but haven bought the tv yet hahaha...so slowly my furniture will come... and it will be my cosy little room :)

Day 14

2005-04-19T17:30:00.000-04:00

Day 14 - Tueday was the day dat i am shifting out of the BOQ! Finally, the expensive but nice place...have to go. Have to shift into a home of my own! hehe shifted my stuff into the car and then went over the fletcher's last flight.

Its his last flight before he gets winged and return back to singapore in a weeks time. The scene was super nice and this is how it goes...

There on the runway, 2 planes had just landed and are making thier way back to the allocated parking lots. Just after the flight, the jet engines still warm, making those impressive heat waves just behind the engines and as the planes approaches, the cockpits open... And in it, sits 2 aviators, fully geared for combat - oxygen mask, G-suits etc.. all dat one will need to fly and navigate in the air. The 2 guys slowly approaches and took off thier helment and mask, a smile beam through one of them, after all its his last flight before he is a full-fledged WSO FIGHTER, Not forgetting his girlfriend, who was waiting for him by the runway. Imagine how awesome his GF must have felt...at dat moment it sure was nice to be him.... haha

One day...one day it will be my day.

Day 13

2005-04-18T17:35:00.000-04:00

Day 13 - Monday!! Last Day @ BOQ, had PRT in the morning and did like lots and lots of situp and push up and ran 2.4km, luckily i passed and next was swimming to pass...Zzz

Didn't do much and had to blog...so heh... nice nice car. i just love my new car!

Day 12

2005-04-17T14:45:00.000-04:00

Day 12 - Sunday! As i was typing this and eating my pizza (microwaved lunch...zzz) i realised dat here at pensacola...without mommy's cooking and having microwaved food. It dawned onto me dat i am kinda eating...just for the sake of staying alive. No more joy in eating....so sad. Eat onli to stay alive, no because of the reason dat mom cooked, friend need a company for lunch etc. i am so sian!!!

hopefully, tml shifting out to the new place will be better...but i doubt so. but still i got to do well and still have my dear on the net waiting for me hehe luv yA!

Helped Steven washa and polish his car and also cleared the boot of my car of all the rubbish etc. Steven took a look at my fog lamp and found out dat the bulb was okie, but the fuse was damaged, so we changed a fuse and it was working fine. But just as we tot everything was alrite, the bulb broke while we tried to fix it back...Zzz back to square one...just need to go buy a bulb now though.

Day 11

2005-04-16T23:49:00.000-04:00

Day 11 - Saturday Morning, Woke up and went for jog at the chip trail after dat came back and spoke to dear over the skype, cool she got a webcam ahha den i realised as i looked at her through the webcam image....oh gosh i miss her so much. Guess she miss me alot too, but wat to do? spoke and after dat i went to bathe to wait for jeremy to come, also had to do the laundry and cook lunch before he come. Kinda rush, but still okie, was eating maggie mee when he arrived. I took awhile to finish and went over the Steven's place where we found out dat even if we can ride motorbikes of over 1000cc, we will onli be able to get a Class 2B when we go back and worse...the insurance for motorbike is like super expensive...5-6 times more of a car's insurance. Dangerous sport to them...zzz Drove my car to the Wal-mart and did a check on my car, paid ard 26 dollars, den bought some items for car washing and also an extra key for the car and lastly topped up fuel for 3/4 tank (cost me another 20 USD)

Zzzz, already spent so much on the car and there are more faults in the car to rectify..

In the evening, i went to wash/polish my car with jeremy and james. Washing was not dat bad, as i have been washing my own car back in the days of tekong, so not bad. But polishing was bad...without proper equipment, just a piece of cloth...i struggled to polish the entire car.

Dinner was at Vincent's place, wonderful dinner and had the homely feeling of eating home. Ended veri late, as we watched movie as we ate and chatted till it was ard 11-12 plus, before we drove back to base..

Day 10

2005-04-15T23:13:00.000-04:00

Day 10 - Its friday again, went to lesson early morning and was told on the procedures on the first phase of our API, dats physical training dat include a test on monday (PTR) and swimming for the rest of next week. zzzz Kinda afraid i cant do well for the swimming. After dat we went over the Steven's place and were susposed to get my car from Alabama and finish up the paperwork, but not sure wat we were dwelling about, and ended wasting alot of time and reached back with my car onli at 5 plus, which the office had closed and i had to wait till monday to go down to settle the paperwork myself. ZZZ

Its friday, thus we had friday dinner at barnhill, they offered seafood on friday, but i didn't really see much seafood either, was thinking more of...prawns...but all they had were small fried prawns and salad prawns...same old shitty salmon...and new was..some small fried crab...boring sia. Did nothing much fun today, except driving my own car back and nearly getting into some trouble...heh

Day 9

2005-04-14T23:05:00.000-04:00

Day 9 - Thursday, had nothing to do today, so stayed in the BOQ most of the time. In the afternoon, jeremy came over and drove us to Alabama to see my car again. This time, i managed to cut the price till 3600 from 4500USD, kinda feel i have a good deal, but i guess i should have made him rectify all the damages and push the price to 3200USD. Zzzz guess i am lousy in bargaining... haven got my insurance done, thus had to settle it first and i decided just get a cheap insurance.

Spent almost 3-4 hours on the net looking for good deals, at last i found GEICO, and tot it was kinda the cheapest among, thus i bought it using electronic check. Didn't wanta go down and trouble others to drive us down.

Kinda have a heck care attitude building up...just lower budget costing, dats all i need.

Basically wasted today off...did nothing much.

Day 8

2005-04-13T21:27:00.000-04:00

Day 8 - Was so bored ...lookin for cars. Looking for cars is a chore..but since i am the onli 1 left without a car in mind...i pushed on. Super boring...and went through my email and found this!

http://www.shockhaber.com/zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.htm

Kinda for ppl who are super bored haha for this is a game dat nv end...hahha KILL KILL KILL!!!
Give it a try wahah. Den went to another state and saw a Pontiac Grand Prix GT. Not bad at all, just dat the price kinda steep...stoppid me...nv bargain properly..4gotten abt the 7.5% tax. Sick!

its black...with a V6 engine, power seat...and a veri cool CD- player and system! haha going tml again and asking for a discount...if not i guess i gotta give dat car up and look for more. hehe Hope tml is a better dae.

Gotta settle down for waiting at Hunters Pointe for a apt, gonna wait for at least 2 months...so gonna decide where i am gonna stay for this 2 months. BOQ gonnda kill with the 17USD per day...hmmm think think think...

Day 7

2005-04-12T00:53:00.000-04:00

Day 7 - Tueday, gonna be a week soon. Today did reseach for cars on the net and found some deals, but not veri ideal and one was sold. Kinda sad...as i am the onli one left finding a car, have to depend on myself. i wan to find a good car! and cheap 1!!!! i have to!

Also finding a house...headache sia...ned to get a hse soon. i have to settle down...so i dun feel so out of place. ned a cozy little room of my own so i can really settle down. Concept of saving money on housing...comes rite at the start...if u dun find a hse dats save money...dats the end...no way to save...unless u shift out.

Gotta save money...every1 got its own problem. just dat not every1 tell every1 thier problem. Some loves to keep it more to themselve until totally no choice.

Day 6

2005-04-11T00:33:00.000-04:00

Day 6 - monday...no blues, coz its still like weekend here, boring same old shit, look for cars.

Jermaine and seah decided on taking the senior cars, so problem solved for them. i continue the search for cars and found some more ideal searches.

Housing...still finding, steven got some problem, so had to spare a tot for him during our planning. Gotto be serious...its housing for 1.5 yrs... so gonna get a 3 or 4 room apt. Just wanta get a room for myself fast...and be a veri roomy person.

Found out a bad thing about sharing money to buy things, on the whole, it is harder to save on food. As buying in bulk will cost wastage due to variety of items bought. It becomes harder to control expenditures and thus harder to save. I wanted to save money in the area of food, as if i can get the same amt of food for lesser cost, why not. Dun save money on things like food etc, coz its food is essential... dun really apply to me, as i work on the thoery i just said above, but still must eat lar...and when saving...cant save on the expense of other...i will always remember this. And if one dun eat a certain thing, wouldn't it be better to split the buy instead of..buy liao dun eat? To me things get messy and you dun really know wat you buy for consumption, coz there is always a other ppl sector in it. It is messy and den u dun calculate to ease the problem. You might gain a little or lose a bit, 'doesn't really matter' in the short while, but in the long run...it affects u for its hard for u to gauge wat u buy for consumption and harder for you to control what you spend. So how the Fuck you save when it is so 'doesn't really matter'.

Get a good car, and good resale value, my concept. if nothing go wrong, the car remain as it is after 2 yrs...den good, u get the money back. It doesn't really matter to spend a little more on a better(safer?), more reliable car. Dats my thinking, and my way of saving money in the area of transportation. A good car can save on maintaince or maybe even fuel consumption. but fuel wise...i nv think so much. lolx.

Day 5

2005-04-10T01:22:00.000-04:00

Day 5 - Its Sunday, we woke up early and had a jog. Kinda feeling healthy now haha, but den had a bathe after dat and cooked breakie for myself. Its all on looking for cars again, today we saw the papers and tried calling a private owner, wooh...his cars is in super bad condition and luckily we knew Rex, if not we might have rushed and bought the lousy piece of shit ahaha.

Day 4

2005-04-09T13:14:00.000-04:00

Day 4 - Its saturday! ahhaha relax relax again...so went around lookin for cars, seah saw a daytona...its a manual car, the engines not bad at all, pick up its good and best its cheap, jermaine also saw a merc hahah wat the hell...dat merc onli gonna cost 3800 USD wooh! jermaine driving a merc! WTF! hahah he cant even drive straight..lolx opps...hehe but its really cool...to be able to drive a merc....bmw...even a porshe...here damn it sia! hahaha but its still...sporty cars for me... Saw the Sunfire dat Steven had recommanded, its really a super new car sia...sporty too...dual exhaust..black and super cool. Best thing abt it...its almost brand new, onli been driven for 18k miles, which its super new for 2-hand cars...

i am quite pleased with it, just got to check its history and test drive it...and i think most likely i will get it, though its kinda more expensive....

Day 3

2005-04-08T10:36:00.000-04:00

Day 3 - its friday over here and we are having dinner together as a WSO weekly thing, the time under my blog...ain't really the time i am writing this, coz its kinda slower by 1/2 day over here at USA, so troublesome...hahah Has a buffet dinner, not dat bad food and really ate alot, its onli 9.99 USD, so kinda worth it. Spent the day looking for cars to buy, now i know how it feels like when ya looking for your dream cars wahahah...

woot. 2D coupe...sports car...lots of them, and you just know...your dream car's hiding somewhere there...tml...maybe i will find it tml.

Day 2

2005-04-06T21:03:00.000-04:00

Day 2 - Had my USA ID made, now at least i have a USA 11B. The card is quite useful, with all the discount etc. They value military personnel alot here, with all the respect and discount...they even got whole super market the size of cold storage X 2 for the military, alot of discount for ppl with the ID card. Shiok. Also went to the driving center to get our license, failed theory once and also failed my practical, damn failed the practical due to the stop line. Nv stopped fully at the stop line, boo hoo....Lastly we went over to vincent's place (WSO 'BOSS') for dinner, they cooked quite alot and it was damn nice, good cooks they were. Cant wait to have my own kitchen to cook some food myself. yummy...

really had to thank the WSO here, all veri friendly and helpful. With ppl like Fletcher, Benji, Vincent, Quek, James, Jeremy etc...still yet to see a few of them...

Day 1

2005-04-06T17:40:00.000-04:00

Day 1... First post from USA, i got to LA airport and managed to tap into some china airline VIP lounge network hahaha...i luv china ppl. Talked to dear via msn/skype and ate macdonald, taste the same as singapore mac. no diff at all. After dat took another flight to atlanta and den finally to pensacola. Went around in benji's car and went to a few places, BOQ, the living 'bunks' of BOQ and also the house of the WSO whom are already there.

Its kinda starting a life there, having your own place, with your own furnitures and also having your own car. Some of the guys already here brought thier Gf/Wife along and thus it really seem like a having a life at the countryside, where u own a hse, and go work, and return home to a loving wife waiting for u heheh nice leh.

The BOQ bunk is nice, quite big with a queen size bed, a TV, a attached wardrobe and toliet (bathetub attached), VCD player, ADSL modem...almost anything u wan also have. BEST! ahhaha but kinda expensive, its 17 USD per dae...ard 540USD per month...my allowance onli 1050USD le...and still got to pay for car/maintence and food....just gotta live with it and all WSO stick together..after all, its just Day 1 for us....

Feeling abit tired, must be due to the jet lag. Missing dear already hahaha miss ya Dear!!

Btw its just 1640hrs, 6th of april here...living in the past....

D Day

2005-04-05T00:14:00.000-04:00

Its D day....the day to fly off. Just this veri morning, i played dota with peanut from 1am till 5 am, its my last time dota-ing in singapore. From hence on, i will be deemed as a lagger from america hahaha. Well, sleeping tight in my own bed for the last time in 2 yrs. Has been sleeping over at chalet...Gf's hse, really neglected my bed. hehe soooo cosy. While waiting to see dear in the morning when i wake up, i fell a sleep. Last nite in SG in 2 yrs...zzz Tml...dear gonna cry for sure, but i dunno wat to do, wat to say. i am lost too... Last nite, D tan called me from australia. We chatted awhile, and i realised dat i will be kinda returning at ard the same time with him...Wooh! i wanta come back fast and see all my things and friends! Dun worry...time flies as i fly and i will be back at changi airport even before you know.

Trust me and look forward with little milestones in between the long wait. Time will fly even faster as u see the little milestones pass by. Dats wat i will do and dats why i will be back sooner den you realise hehe :) First milestone! Labour Day hahah i having holiday there and should be free :)

Miss my fish...my lobster...my family, my friends and of coz u, my dear! Hope my fish and lobster can keep my mom accompanied instead of just being a burden to her. Bought them for her... you know? though i like them alot too hehe.

Last Day

2005-04-04T11:16:00.000-04:00

Todae was a super unlucky dae, as my friend said, maybe god just wan it to be a memorable dae for me...wat lame excuse for me to accept...but no choice have to accept. First, got checked by the guards, so got to check in my mp3 players in the other office, have to walk like 30 secs... Walked there and checked in my mp3player.

Ya guys must be thinking, kao lazy bum, 30 secs walk also wanta say unlucky...just wait. The story just get more and more interesting...and unlucky..

Just finish checking in the mp3player, when it started....pouring dogs and cats. TMDz, need to run 10 secs back to the guard room and from there run all the way through the rain to the HQ.

If i have gotten through the guards, i would have been in the HQ dry like a pair of new socks. Haiz...grumble grumble.

Got to HQ like half wet..still okie lar. Finished my shit and got out, DAMN! it was raining cartons of cats and dogs now, so i waited for 15 mins before deciding to dash through the rain. Happily made it over to the pass office side and was still not too wet, hmmm not dat bad lar. Wanted to return the pass before i leave, but again. Where's my pass? damn...dropped it during the dash, so went back to look for it. Found it and went back to the pass office, Best! now i am wet, 110% wet. And best! now instead of heading straight to the bus stop, i still have to detour to the pass office, a 10 sec dash back and fro from the guard room. TMDz. Got on the bus and saw.... eZ link, left 85 cents. Damn, hopefully the bus ride can at least leave me with 10 cent for me to take another bus ride to woodland for top-up. Reached my bus stop, tapped the eZ link card, and saw... 103 cents, balanace -29cents! ARGGH!!!

Got to Gf hse, frezzing wet. Returned her shoes and made my way home. Was at the bus stop, wondering to take bus or cab, so i waited. Stoppid bus nv came after 25 mins, by dat time i have made up my mind to take cab liao. 10 cabs, 3 hired, 2 busy, 2 on call, 1 changing shift at woodland, 1 blocked by bus and the last one got snatched by someone hidding in the bush! tmdz, i waiting for 45mins liao and there he just pop out from the bush and took the cab. wah lau eh!!! 50 mins passed and the stoppid bus to woodland came again, i told myself, damn i cant be so suay, i must be determined!!! so i waited on and within 5 min, my savior cab came. Froze like a cold storage chicken on the cab and got froze bite when i got home. end of unlucky day...i hope. Got home, ate, bathe and packed my bag. Printed my own pass port size fotos haha kinda fun, and also watched gundam seed destiny Epi 24, nice cartoon. Really.

Dear bought us a pair of fossil, matrix couple watches ahahha really quite nice and i like it so much. We also went to eat at aijisen, paiku ramen, not dat bad hahah last chance to eat ramen i guess...

Sunday

2005-04-03T11:32:00.000-04:00

Woke up without any hang over, heng sia...well washed and packed up and left the chalet. Ate breakie over at habourfront. Ate at Wang Jiao, not dat bad... ate with ah mei and dear. After dat, we went over to macdonald for seconds. haha shiok sia. we ate hot cakes again. and poor ah mei, she ate too much last nite and can also eat a hash brown.

Really thanks to her and her friend, plus ruren/trini, ah chun etc all the peeps who are helping out at the bbq pit. really appreciated it.

Wanted to fly kite again, but bloody hell...it rained. i really not meant to fly kites sia. haiz. Ate dinner with my family and dear, food not dat good, but bill was kinda good. gosh, my first time signing card. my citibank visa card. kinda feel good hahah was abit coconathan but still felt good hahah wat stoppid things i do...haha cannot let ppl know 1. :)

After dinner rushed back to CCK to meet up with JAWS! hahah Jos is helped alot on preparation of my flight to USA, so had to meet her and pass her a present haha really hoped dat u like it :)

Chalet

2005-04-02T09:04:00.000-05:00

Day of surprise for me, today the main day of the chalet, where the bbq was held on. Started off going to the beach and taking photos, really nice place to be, nice beach...nice environment. Good place to relax..... Den we went to meet ruren and shumin, who came with the food stuff! hahah den we spent some time preparing the food, the prawns, chicken fillet etc. Bought the food down and started bbq-ing woooh..sure kinda fun with the few of us...oh ya also went to fetch ah mei as she wanted to join us over at the bbq.

Started with the 5 ppl, bbq-ing, kinda fun...but lots of ants. The first few food dat we bbq were good and we had fun...heh den started coming more ppl, first was texus and jimmy. wooh saw them and was like super happy, they were the few bright lamps i had in tekong when it was dark and gloomy. Thinking back...life was sure full of fun over there, Texus if ya reading this...just wanta tell u...i really miss tekong, fishing...crab catching...even doing duty was fun, to think of it.

Den came my dear karwai and ocs friends...benny, ensheng, ah kwang, ah chun hope i didn't miss out any 1...and also derick, but he came later. Derick and edmund are buddies all the way from bmt and i kinda click with edmund though he kinda weird haha but we do confide in each other at time and was really kinda sad dat he couldn't make it. Miss ya too edmund. My airforce friends also came and pecky peck, tom, eugune, da tou, seah, all were in aust together.

Den came....Collin, jasper and ah seng, the poly batch, also...steffi, pauline N.A., peilin and serene Muiz...Sorry mei mei...nv took a foto with u and also nv went over to spend time with u, chat etc. really sorry, i have been a bad host. Shawnbi, my best bud came also...she really veri nice and she looks super pretty todae. Hope i can still count on her and complain to her when i am in the states, gonna miss talking to her too. Tks for the present! luved it.
Lastly my long timed buddy, youxiang and my sec sch classmate 01 hahah lingyi came, veri nice of them to turn up too.

All ppl who turned up...other den the orginal 5...are all planned by my dearest darling, it was a surprise to me and sorry i cant show a more surprised face...after all an officer is to stay calm and control the situation even in surprises eh? haha bull shit rite? ahha kinda...coz i am drunk...remember? lolx.

Tks everyone for the dae and i luv ya all! special tks to ah mei and friend, trini and hubby neo, shumin and hubby weilun, and ah chun and friends who bbq for me, so dat i can host ard. And also to the rest who onli know how to eat and talk cock! tks wahhaha just coz ya there *wink*. tks!!....gonna miss u all badly.

1st Day of Chalet

2005-04-01T08:03:00.000-05:00

So fast, its friday and its my chalet haha dear had booked the chalet and i just paid for it, she was the one planning and got ruz & trini and shumin/weilun. I met dear and her mom at habour front and we had lunch together, afterdat we walked around and looked for stuff dat we might have missed out for the chalet. Didn't really buy much, cept the bowl noodles, dat we bought for its bowl. hehe wanted to save money, so we bought the normal maggie mee. After dat, we got into sentosa by her mom's mini bus and didn't pay a cent haha.

We took a bus to the underwater world and waited for the bus from the chalet to pick us up, we were carrying super load of stuff, heavy sia!! The bus from the chalet nv came and we decided to walk over to the chalet ourselves. Damn far and heavy sia, boring... made it to the room and woooh...kinda small, but cozy. We went to the beach, but before dat we went to book the bbq pit for the next day hehe nothing big, but its still dear's chalet for me before i leave, sweet ger. muack! we strolled by the beach and took foto, super nice the setting sun... heheh nice place to be...

Eye 10

2005-03-30T10:50:00.000-05:00

Went to the US embassy in the morning, wooh the place was kinda grand and security was super tight. Before i left, i saw gek hoon and her bf there, guess she was getting her travel orders to US too. Rushed to Dear hse after work, suspose to meet Candy, my pruden insurance agent, for dinner, but i guess Dear's mom food was too tempting dat i had to have dinner at her place haha. After dinner, we took bus down and reach tampines just in time, got our favourite choco milk tea, with pearls and met candy. Hahah, she was super nice, knew i was going off and even went to buy me an mp3 player, 512mb creative muvo 1 leh....

think its super expensive. Really appreciated. so me and dear went to buy her something back. haha a cute, light pink spat strap. think she wear sure veri sexy and can gain more sales wahahaha.

Watched the eye 10, some parts are scary, the plot not dat bad...but too much jokes and funny parts in between... spoiled the whole show. Hey its suspose to be a horrer show after all. Best horrer show still goes to Shutter!!! hahah After the show, dear dun dare to go home along, so...i had to go back with her again...zzzzzzzz but...hmm no ball rolling ard on the bus leh. hey wat the hell...where's the ball?

2005-03-28T09:07:00.000-05:00

sticky chewy chocolate

Bank Draft

2005-03-28T09:04:00.000-05:00

Wooh, today i was alone in camp and had nothing to do, so i kept playing pinball. Kinda expert now haha, but still i am bored. Checked online the USD-SGD exchange rate and realised dat the rates are going out, so i better go change my money to USD. Also sorted out my leave and flexi stuff

oh man...admin of SAF/RSAF...as long as its the armed forces...it always sucks...8 out of 10 ppl wun work and one out of the two dat work...is your friend. Damn it sia.

Met dear at Jurong PT DBS and she got a number for me first hehe so i didn't have to wait. The rates kinda went up and was 1.657. Changed ard 10k USD, so every pt the rates went up, was damage to me, in terms of 10 of dollars. Sian.... was 1.62 last week, wasted 300 dollar liao. Well, after dat we went to the swenson to have dinner and onli paid 2 dollar & 70 cents hahah for a main course, 1 fries, 1 'fried sotong' and a sticky chewy chocolate! hahah shiok.

2005-03-28T09:01:00.000-05:00

yum yum :D

2005-03-28T09:00:00.000-05:00

Fried Sotong!

2005-03-27T10:31:00.000-05:00

lovey hotcakey :)

Dinner with Poly Fren

2005-03-27T10:21:00.000-05:00

Breakfast at mac with dear, and cutted heart shaped hotcakes again.

Think this is my last time eatting macdonald breakfast with dear liao...Zzzz...Zzzz...Dear i love ya NAH and sure will miss you, but u must not cry must wait...for me k?

Then i rushed home and reach home, saw pea online, was thinking wah dota lor! B dunno where...nv reply. Den pea...excuse again...end up i call B. B sleeping, dan waiting, pea on the fone, i kana grumbled at...wat logic...sia. but nvm lar...all friend, still enjoyed a few games of dota with them. Met collin and hock at tampines for dinner, planned nicely, so it be cheap and simple for jasper and hock...who are heavy gambler and has more problem with cash, also planned to play pool later...coz jasper would like to play pool more. But...wat do i get? "Later den see..." WTF KNNCCB...and all the vulgar things just keep going and going... had to have friends eh? From wat u can see...i was kinda bad mood todae...also dunno why. Maybe i didn't sleep enough on the bus ride home? hehe After dinner, walked ard TM and CS. Took ah hock ard...haha ages since he last came to TM and CS, we also played game like world combat and daytona...fun sia. Will miss them and miss going out with them...ZzzZzz After dat...rushed back to bt. panjang and ate supper at MOS with dear hahah we just love the fries there sia! will die for them :P

2005-03-27T10:05:00.000-05:00

mos fries! woot!

2005-03-27T10:04:00.000-05:00

bp mos burger

2005-03-27T10:03:00.000-05:00

'havin a bf is fattening!' lol

Recall BBQ

2005-03-26T10:21:00.000-05:00

Eat BBQ back in camp, where we are susposed to be having a recall. Was thinking, since have to go back and worse...dunno wat time the recall, so might as well...go back and have bbq and not worry abt the recall at all hahah good plan rite? Ate lots of prawns, super fresh, gf mom got them for me the day before and quite cheap also. After the BBQ, went to GF hse and we had dinner at KFC and went home to play poker cards after dat. Lots of silly games and nearly luffed my head off hahah took fotos...she sure like to take foto sia...ARGGH! hahh well and...she dun let me go home...again, but i also lazy to go back...hehe.

GF's family veri nice to get along with and i feel veri at ease with them. Sometimes i feel dat i get along more with the family den her...coz she's a brat at time! but a sweet 1 though hehe (she read the blog 1.....TMDz...lolx)

Good friday

2005-03-25T10:15:00.000-05:00

Good friday, so i went to Bugis with mom, bro and ms. GF to pray at the chinese temple!

hahah ppl go church, i go temple on good friday...funny rite? But i always think, after all, all god might end up being the same, how much does the christian God and the muslim Allah diffeR? hmmm its just wat u blieff.

At bugis, we also went over to find Cindi Gu Gu, my aunt, who has a shop over at bugis, its called nail rouge. It specialise in nail painting etc...all girl stuff. Any one wanta know more can ask me :) no discount though.. hahah Got a free icecream, a treat from my little bro hahah first time sia, and free icecream taste the best. After dat, we walked over to suntect, bought the luggage and took cab home...sian i keep spending money this week, think i withdraw ard 150 dollars within this week liao. no counting the things i bought using nets and also my ez-link top up. Sian! Den i went to cut hair with wilmond and after dat rushed over to Junyuan Primary Sch to meet my friend for soccer.

Was there kinda late but still played a fair deal and den ate with collin, hock and ruijie at the famous carrot cake stall oppsite the sch, oh ya forgot to say, Junyuan was my sch like...11 yrs ago? haha so nice to go back there....Dear still waiting for me at home, bought a pack of carrot cake for her and rushed home. Reached home and realise dat they had already packed 1/2 of my luggage and dear was angry for me being home so late, got good stuff for her to eat le! hehe of coz no problem to hong her...hehe she ate and we rushed home, kinda late le wor...

oh ya...lastly i also sms Jason from OCS last time, 2 yrs ago, we were alone at OCS hotel wing, doing duty on the stormy and cold...good friday. And just 1 yr ago, i also sms him wishing him good friday..hoping he enjoy his good friday and i hope to keep dat as a practice, kinda nice... i feel

Dental

2005-03-24T09:19:00.000-05:00

Woke up and went over to Thiong Baru MRT to meet my uncle and auntie who was going down as my surities to sign my deeds. Was like 5 min late and rushed over to the car, afraid to hold up traffic, when i board the car, i saw ah ma was there. Talked abt me leaving on the way to tengah airbase.

Really hated this topic, but coz i am leaving, it seems like the best topic to start with me. Damn...i miss going out with my friends, my gf and also my tank! my fish. my mommy...

Reached Tengah and had to get an escort to change pass for my aunt and uncle and everything went quite smoothly and before i know it, i was bonded to the goverment for 5yrs liao, excluding training period over at USA. And breaking the bond means, i have to pay 0.85 million dollars! Sing dollar ar...not the currency down south. Said thanks and bid bye to them and ah ma, and i went in to settle some admin stuff, after dat we went lunch at queenway shopping center area and bought a squash racket for encik dennis, for the time we spent over at the swimming pool. He's a nice guy. After dat, seah drove down to orchard and i went to collect our No. 5, finally its ready. Den he drove me down to ARMC for my dental molding. Dental molding was fast, but had to wait and also have to settle my Gfet cert, which they printed wrongly. took me quite some time to finish it. So tired after dat, and the weather, it KILLS, so hot sia.

Singpass!

2005-03-23T09:06:00.000-05:00

Today was a kns day, first had to go to the commando camp to learn para drill, so woke up super early just to reach there in time, dun wan to be late and have half the world waiting for me, not nice mar. Well, reached there and yes! i was rite, dunne to wear flight suit to do one, luckily i nv wear flight suit and ask dad to drive me there, coz not suspose to wear flight suit and take bus... so sad rite? well, learn how to fall down the commando para way and also...suspended myself on the fake parachute! and nearly hanged up balls...so pain. Didn't expect the thing to end so early, so reached home around 1pm, i live super near the camp mar, plus seah rode me home too. So i planned for my next half of the day, had to go settle my sing pass thing, and the nearest CC to have the service is Pasir Ris East CC, so i was thinking to ride there, so asked B along and also planned to go pasir ris fish farm to see fish after dat. But first, had to fix my bicycle first, mom squeese the bicycle untill my bike rear tyre also out of alignment, tyre also bo air liao...haha rode halfway den rain...rain...and met chio bu, small size and kinda the rite size for B hahaha. bought 3 more black tetra, to pei my 1 lonely existing black tetra and also 4 more zebra fish, one cost 30 cent, so onli 2 bucks nia, cheap sia! hehe tank look so nice now WOOT

V8 Dinner

2005-03-22T10:46:00.000-05:00

Work Work Work, den dear dear ask if wanta eat out, so i say okie lor! go bugis eat, since she has been bugging me to go bugis V8 to eat veri long liao, so i plan nicely and fit it into my tight schedule. Reached her hse ard 6 plus, den packed my bag and changed out of my uniform, after dat we took her daddy's minibus to Dover MRT and took mrt down to bugis. Reach bugis ard 7 plus and we went straight to the V8 kopi tiam! hahaha they were showing white chicks at dat time and i still remember the show, haha so funny. the steak and chicken chop we ordered was not too bad, but kinda taste like those u can buy from the western food stall at kopitiam, but the drink we ordered was nice, sprite plus lime juice, not bad....not bad at all. After dinner, den we rushed over to suntec to look for my shaver and luggage. Suntec quite far wor...we walked quite long den when i reach there, i checked my fone to check the time and saw a sms from shuwei. Hmmm, she said in the sms dat she saw me at V8 and hell, i was like where did she hide! why i nv see, i was bioing ard at dat time, coz i felt funny..my inner 6th sense as usual hahaa. but still dunno where she hide! haha after dat, we found the luggage i wan, wah! good deal 30" luggage bag for onli 43 dollars! best buy! haha quite late le, so walked dear to the bus stop and took mrt back. No seats all the way, so cant sleep and just looked out. Reach tanah merah, tots wandered... this mrt station brings back lots of memories....

2005-03-22T10:30:00.000-05:00

at v8 cafe

2005-03-22T10:29:00.000-05:00

at v8

2005-03-22T10:28:00.000-05:00

at v8

AH no more

2005-03-21T04:37:00.000-05:00

Finally today is my last visit to AH, after i remove my stitches, den i wouldn't be needed at AH anymore. Today was kinda draggy, had to wait veri long before i finished with my business at AH, after dat was super hungry sia. Dad went with me and mom followed too, as dad had to remove a super decaying tooth too. We had late lunch together, not to forget dear, at a place near dad's work place. After all, its just a 5 mins drive from AH. After lunch, den me and dear den took bus back to her place. Got home at ard 3pm, one whole day wasted sia. On the way, had this super duber big headache and slept upon reaching her hse, after eating panadol. Luckily, i took half a day leave for today, if still have to go back, den it will be super dumb and tiring. Time to make kite liao haha must fly A kite b4 i fly off. where got can fly plane but cant fly kite 1....grumble! i must!

Kite flying No.3

2005-03-20T07:45:00.000-05:00

Woke up super early this morning, even though i half- played game and half- chatted with my secondary sch friends till 4am. Was super tired as i made my way to meet my dearest, reached Bt. Panjang at ard 1045am and she was still sleeping like a piggie. Washed up and we went down to have lunch at 'ah ma' place, nice 'ba tuk teh' she cooked. After dat, we went to causeway pt, with ah mei to shop for my stuff. Bought some thermal wear and also signed up for the IDD 1521, sunpage, in preparation for my departure for USA. We also went to swenson for the 3 for 3, march's special, a treat for ah mei's bdae. hahah which was like 2 weeks ago. lolx After dat we went over to tampines to fly kite, tried to fly a kite which had the following words imprinted on it, 'EASY TO FLY'. the kite nv took off higher den me, and ended up like a wreak. Zzzz third time, i have failed to fly a kite, revenge...i promised lolx. i wanted to make myself a super duber kite! i wanT!

Sec Sch Meet Up

2005-03-19T10:57:00.000-05:00

Didn't blog yesterdae coz i been rotting since tueday! so sian...keep doing the same thing. plus dear keep on grumbling dat she miss me! i also miss her and hope to see her!! why she dun understand! almost quarrelled again, well why would i wanta block the person of such importance! so i just take it as she is upset and forgive her! must be dat time of the month coming again ahhaha. well today just played dota in the afternoon with pea, boon and DAN! Terror! started scolding ppl again ahhaha. den evening...went out early and reach the meeting place on time 1900hrs. most came late, but had a pretty good time eating at Fish & Co. Wat dear said was true, the fish and chip really not bad and after dat went to another place to drink some beverages and talk more. Sat and talk till ard 12 plus den walked home with pea. Realise dat its really kinda nice to meet up after knowing each other for so many yrs. The numbers keep adding and its not easy to have such friends ard, seriously dun understand why some ppl just dun seem to give a damn, really was sad with sandra today. Just hope she was really as busy as she is and not some...'ARgh not dat impt to meet, no time'...kinda shit. Next time to gather should be 2007 for me, sad...leaving soon. Date drawing nearer...

Lump Sum in

2005-03-16T22:29:00.000-05:00

*Grumble* today someone just commented dat i keep using shortform in my entries, guess its too simple english for the future big lawyer to understand eh? hahah well dats my primary sch friend, 'Drus'. Kinda lost contact with her a couple of yrs ago, since we finished PSLE, den came together in a game called 'Alhazi', nice game and it still brings back fond memories. Together with alot of friends, from my primary sch, Youxiang and Weizhong, Secondary Friends, Boon Tong, Mingshen, JUN HWA!!! terror sia...hahah and lastly my best mud bud! Fin Fin the warrior hahaha enough of the alhazi shit, today went out to have mac dinner with boon and passed him the naruto dvd i burnt for him, also went to settle the NTU application shit before meeting him, so was kinda late hahaha That was when i realised dat the lump sum of 18k SGD has been deposited into my bank account already, it onli means one thing!!! the day of departure is nearing, even as i type this...kinda mixed feeling, really not too sure if i am as strong as i am now. but i have to be strong, if not who is going to support me. Kinda bored, dear has slept laio...and no 1 in msn to chat with me...stoppid mei (Serene) so busy with so many guys dat she just type some msg and left me with a silent window Arrggh! nvm...see see if still got ppl to disturb...if not going to sleep le. Boring MC the whole week...zzz lolx

New fishes

2005-03-15T20:31:00.000-05:00

Today rotted at home playing my emulator, sega genesis emulator. Played the old game 'Shining Force', nothing to do so no choice, plus the toothache is still kinda bothering me, so had to stay home. Had a lousy nite, didn't really sleep well as the bleeding was still quite bothersome. Nevertheless, the bleeding stopped this morning and the pain was more or less gone. Met up with boon to collect the dvd he bought for buring naruto DVD, also went to the fish shop to get a new pump and filter, so sick of the old one. It's just there to collect food and grow algae, totally useless. Also bought lots of feeder fish, those ppl buy to feed? hahah but got a good bargain and bought some to rear. Reached home and already 3 fish died liao, fed them to Mr. Lobster and it was super happy abt it. Grabbed and ate the fish immediately. Tank kinda look more lively and more colourful, really enjoy looking at my tank, makes you feel more at peace.

2nd Wisdom Ops

2005-03-15T08:13:00.000-05:00

Went to AH again, with dear dear and ate at the cafe there, haha ate so much like there's no tml, but again, for me...after dat lunch, then i cant eat normally again...so sad. waited like the whole day for the operation and when i finished i saw dad already waiting for me outside. must have took real long. After dat my dad drove the 2 of us back and i went over to citibank atm to withdraw money to return bro...zzz poorer by 2000 dollars again. today dear dear is super nice, coz i was super weak and she really took care of me like an angel! wooot...my sweet hurney burney angel in black spat strap! sexy! hahaha

GFET

2005-03-14T10:03:00.000-05:00

Today did something real bad, or rather, two real bad things, first i didn't had enough sleep and secondly, i skipped breakie...two super bad things to do before GFET, was feeling super shitty before the GFET, the same feeling you get when u nv study enough for a test. But luckily i managed to scrape through all the profile, after all, i was the weakest among them in terms of physical. After dat, we went over the AFS, air force one (the mess) for lunch and met 'SEGA' along the way and he charlie-mike his lunch with us again hahah kinda happy to see him, he's a real nice guy and really does know alot abt our job. My WSO idol whahaha After dat took Benard's car back to TAB and chatted quite a fair bit on our job, kinda sad job we have. badly paid compared to pilots... but lan lan have to serve finish the bond...

Poly Meet up~

2005-03-12T23:39:00.000-05:00

Slept like a pig and woke up super late hahah played with ah boy in the morning and then went over to GF's san yi fish shop. Fed ah boy with meat porridge on the van, felt quite nice, ah boy is really veri adorable. hahah after dat played with ah boy at the shop and den bought 6 neon tetra back for my fish tank. Woot....got home and already 1 of the fish died. put them into the tank and more died... end of the day, left with 2, out of the 6 i bought...kinda sad, but fed the corpse to mr. Lobster, whom seem super happy. Ard dinner time, i went shopping with GF and ate KFC at tampines mall basement. Met Yanting, and after dat meet up wth jasper and collin after sending my gf to take bus home. Ate at KFC again and later shifted to 'Kopi Dao' Coffee bean hahah and talk somemore. den we walked to over jasper hse and went chatted at a void deck till ard 1130pm and den took cab home! with LAM! so long nv take cab with him liao.... oh..btw, Shit sia...tml got GFET, i think i am done for....i guess i better sleep now.

Marina Kite Flying

2005-03-12T09:12:00.000-05:00

Sleep and wake up to the face of your dearie, thats the best thing dat i can wish for on a Saturday morning haha dearest sweet dear dear, woke up so early just to come and meet me early, i kinda feel bad...but heh she love me mar...so nvm lar whahaha well after dat, we had a big fight! Zzzz lolx coz of playing a PS2 game, she so cheater bug 1...lose liao still wanta play cheat and scold ppl hahah but she is super cute at that moment lor hahaha add pts add pts.. :P but shitty thing was i lost the most impt part of the game, where we betted a cup of bubble tea. Darn... hahah but i had to loose change...so she paid also whaha!! yeah! dear dear the best! hehe met ruren and GF, trini later at marina for kite flying and dinner. HE LATE again...so lost bet and had to pay for the drink at dinner. Fly kite, kite got stuck on tree, climb tree...line broke, kite stuck, kite lost. dats abt all for the kite flying. den came dinner and arcade, zzz so much to say but so tired...dun wanta say so much laio niTE ppL

Chamber of Pressure

2005-03-11T09:41:00.000-05:00

Boring day, went to ARMC at 9am, thinking dat it is suspose to be at 9....ended up it was suspose to 2pm, guess i got it wrong, or someone told me the wrong info, as it was written 9am in my book. ZZzz Took Seah's bike and went over to his hse, got changed and went to hougang mall for lunch, den went to the arcade and spend some time before it was ard 1310hrs, when we got back to the ARMC. The Chamber thingy didn't really last dat long and we ended ard at 4pm. Basically we just sat in the room, let the pressure rise, then at certain pressure, which allow us to have smiliar condition at a certain height...hehe i hypoxia...cant remember the details liao wahhaha. den after dat we removed our mask and expose ourself to hypoxia...the lack of oxygen in the body system den see how we feel giddy or get retarded (all systoms of hypoxia) haha not much lar...but its a good experience

Jack's Place

2005-03-10T09:47:00.000-05:00

Just got home, since today was kinda happy, i decided to have dinner over at jack's place with my gf. Just got my pay and was feeling kinda needy to treat my gf super nice. hehe so took her there and we had our first candle light dinner!!the steak dat i ordered, something to do with brandy one... was lighted on fire when served and it was super nice!! hah and we also ordered a seafood platter to start the dinner off. kinda nice place and also good food! my shit is gonna rise in value for this few days hahah keep eating good food :) took alot of nice foto and had a really enjoyable time, can see GF really happy hahah nice feeling :) well hope i can spend more quality and super nice time with her.... just got to know recently dat 5th april is THE day....

Fullerton Hotel

2005-03-09T10:57:00.000-05:00

Today had a short day at work, as we swam and did some dental reviews in the morning and left for ARMC to collect our documents for FFI the next day, so kinda finished work early. Went around to sightseeing with Shoko (Gf's jap friend) and GF to see the 'Two durians of singapore', if u dunno wat it is, den u should migrate elsewhere lolx. and also went to see the merlion and took fotos, kinda nice in the setting sun. After dat, Kenji - Shoko's uncle treated us to fullerton hotel for dinner, in appreciation for gf and family for taking care of shoko while in singapore. hahah the dinner was super great and grand. Serving was small and the bill was huge! 7 ppl and we estimated the bill to be ard $1000-$1500, dats ard 100-200 dollar per person. Had a veri nice day and the worse part of the day i guess has to be the part of getting home, took ard 2 hrs waiting for bus and taxi, so tired after i got to gf's home dat i slept straight away...oh ya also another highlight of the day was dat on my way home, on Jermaine's bike, he nearly killed the both of us when the stoppid van turn right while it was still amber on our side!!! Jermaine was gaining speed to beat the amber, while the van made its way like no body's biz. luckily managed to stop in time, if not...i guess my family would be suddenly veri rich over nice... (mati mati)

Back to TAB

2005-03-08T10:55:00.000-05:00

First day back to HQ TAB, Tengah Air Base, home of the fighting falcons. lolx well took a new bus dat started off from gf's home downstair, real convenient. Reached camp on time and started the day off, getting my aircrew stores, got 2 real power items, my flight bag and my jacket. Woot now i really feel great being a aircrew. Well, its not something great... acutally being a aircrew sucks, lousy work hours etc....but its the glory dat is good and dats wat i am feeling now. Woot! and the pay rocks! hahah Also went swimming, depsite having lots of open wound hehe but still good, had a slow swim of 14 laps and begining to have less difficulites swimming liao. which is good, but still i need to practice and practice :) After dat, i went back to my gf's place and started blogging! hahah changed the entire outlook of my blog again. well comments are well valued over there :) hard work, but it paid off i guess, its kinda looking better now, dats wat i hope. hehe do tag and let me know :) if possible grade it and tell me its flaws :) upon 10!

Medicine Day

2005-03-07T09:07:00.000-05:00

Today was super boring...a boring starting, woke up and went work at ard 830am and den had to endure for 1 hr of stoopid lesson b4 we were released for lunch. Went home to get my passport and den went over to orchard for my jacket measurement and met dear dear with shoko and gf's mom. had to run 2 streets to get into the van hahah like on the 'rui en' singtel advertisment. lolx after dat we went to buy some medicine for my trip to USA. things like 'blue black' cream, 'qin chao you' and the singapore famous 'Tiger Balm'!!! hehe at nite, i had dinner with my gf at MOS burger, MOS fries rocks! haha and we went shopping abit b4 we came home to BLOG! heh till tml~ oh ya, and we walked home with a Bounce! boing boing!